Monday, August 15, 2011

shhhhh....She's sleeping

Sleep came tough last night. Our hotel room was quite hot, and well, it had been a day of adventure. I'll post about gotcha day soon, but for now, take a look at how my beautiful angel sleeps.....





This was last night when she finally gave up and slept. So tired as it was about 11:30 pm. About 2.5 hours past her bedtime.


This was about an hour later. She stayed that way for about 20 minutes before I glanced at her and in her sleep, she had pulled her pants down and was starting to squat. I would have taken a picture, but instead I ran. Whew....we made it to the potty chair. My sleeping angel went potty and didn't even wake up.

This is what I woke to this morning. It's about 5:30 and neither of us are ready to wake up, but I couldn't resist taking this. Makes my knees hurt a little just thinking about this.




I am awestruck over my daughter. She seems to have taken the first steps in transition from orphanage to family without even blinking. I love her so much! I thank God for His miracles. One is sleeping here for at least a little while longer.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Saturday

Some pictures from Saturday.



Ha ha, this is what I see often. A little beggar who wants to be picked up. She giggles with delight when I do but I make her walk sometimes. Occasionally she protests loudly but then she will walk with me holding my hand without problem.
She is always inquisitive and she loves to learn. I'm so glad that they've given her the opportunity here to learn. Can't wait to see how she grows at home.
This is Amy, she and her husband Dan were allowed to adopt this beautiful little girl Elaina on Wednesday too. They live in Minnesota. Gracie just looked at me like "Ha ha, who has me now? Come get me mama." She loves to be chased.






Can you just see the stinker in her eye? I sure can! This child loves life and plans to see how much mischief she can get into while she's experiencing it.


Karina is a Godsend! She's our interpreter. She ran interference for me since I'm not feeling too well yet and redirected Gracie to the slide. She loves these children and often I see her with one in her arms and she's praying over them. Such a good woman. She's my Russian sister. She wants to visit America some day. I think now would be good.
It's blurry, but cute.

This girl would sit and play in the dirt for hours.
Because it was warm out, they brought out a drink that all the kids gathered around quickly for. I asked if it was tea which is what it looked like but was told that it was dried berries. The little one to her right is so sweet. She's a girl. It took Karina a year to discover that.


I get the impression that Miss Bossy Pants has seen this a few times. LOL


Just a blurry but cute picture of a cute girl.



Just about to break into one of those contagious smiles of hers.

Buckets have multiple uses here and sticks just can't be too short to be of some use.
She really loves instructional time. I think she's gonna love school too.


Genrik! He's my facilitator. Just a boy at heart but drives a mean car (and a scary one at times). The kids love him.

Circle time! The caregiver sings songs and the kids go round and round acting out things from the song. She wanted to give me a show so she used Gracie as the focus of the song often. Later, her parting words to me were that I need to be firm with Gracie or she will become the boss. I wanted to reassure her, but Karina just said that she had some advice she wanted to give me and she will give it to me. :) Lots of advice!


This is Dan. Gracie found a willing cohort when mama said nyet to picking her up during circle time.
Emptying out her shoes before they all go in. Of course, she could have emptied out her pockets, underwear and whole head to try to get rid of all the sand.


I love this girl! My daughter!!!! My heart sings!




Next up: Monday is Gotcha Day!

Tuesday is the Novosibirsk Zoo and then off to Moscow!

Friday we head HOME!!!!


Wednesday, August 10, 2011




How is it possible that I can be so blessed.


Today, I've been granted the wishes of my heart. They weren't frivolous wishes, they were HUGE ones. To be entrusted with the life of a child is the greatest priveledge I can think of. With it comes a committment that is so fierce it alters the way my body works. My heart is forever linked to a child who was not born from under my heart but in it.




Please meet: Grace MacKenzie Clifton





Born April 4, 2006 in Novosibirsk, Russia



Adopted August 10, 2011



Welcome Gracie! Your mama can't wait to bring you home!


I love you so much!


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Novosibirsk trip day 2...The road continues




Today was a good day. I was actually fortunate enough to get some sleep. Seven whole, un-interrupted, blissful hours of deep sleep and boy did I need them! I got to practice what I will say to the judge but I know I will forget. I would forget on an easy day let alone a day of such importance.



We will ask the judge to waive the 10 waiting period on the basis that the longer Gracie can be home before she attends school, the better. If she does not waive the 10 days (which is likely) then Gracie's gotcha day will be on the 20th.

The visit today was great fun for all of us. Gracie LOVES LOVES LOVES the dirt! She digs in it with her hands, writes in it with a stick, pours it out of her hands and just plain likes to play in the sandbox. Oh, and the girl likes her shoes. I had to bring a few pairs of them to see which size is best. The black and white houndstooth pair won out. :) I'm just glad to see that she has some taste. As far as clothes, she is solidly in a 2 which is a relief because that's what I brought with.

I'm getting sleepy again, so I'll sign off. Enjoy these pictures. I am so happy with them. In fact, I am just plain happy with everything right now.

If I could ask for prayers for tomorrow. I have the assurance from Karina (my translator) that she has my back and won't translate anything that sounds truly wrong, but please pray that my words are eloquent and fluid and the judge would see my heart. A quick one about the 10 days being waived would be excellent and truly in Gracie's best interest.

Thank you all so much for your encouraging words and your prayers. God is sooo good and is using this experience to show that. How blessed I am that I can be a part of that. IS THIS A HAPPY GIRL OR WHAT!?

Monday, August 8, 2011

Video of our reunion

This is a video of our meeting yesterday. I'm a happy mama! More to come soon.
http://youtu.be/LXXSkj0KLsA

And this one is from outside play time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yQ49aLZzmQ

Day one, Novosibirsk...The road to my Gracie

Well, yesterday was a good day. It was a busy one to be sure. And if it was a good day, then last night was a drop your clothes on the floor, let them lay because you are already asleep and fall into bed kind of night.




Day one....The physical

Well, we (Dan and Amy and I)were instructed to be downstairs waiting for Genrik and Karina at 10:30. So, at 10:25 I made my way down from the 12th floor room I have to the lobby. And we waited and waited and waited some more for them to show up. When they did show, we all packed into the car and headed to our physical appoint. The long dreaded, hard hitting, ever important physical. At none other than the Russian version of the DMV!!! I was a bit taken back by this until it was explained that for someone to get a driver's license here they have to have an evaluation by a psychologist. Well, we got two of them. The first one was fairly easy. Had to do the sesame street "three of these things belong together" game (and don't worry, Amy the other adoptive mama missed the same one as I did lol) but when you see an empty spool, a button, a hook (like hook and eye kind of hook) and a belt buckle, it got a bit challenging to tell why those things are similar and one is not. My answer made sense (the button, the hook and the belt buckle all had jobs to do and the empty spool was done with it's job WRONG ANSWER!!) The correct answer is that you would find them on clothes. But obvious answers aside, I passed that part of the test. Then came the next lady. She asked some very hard questions. I think the hardest one was "What are your plans if she becomes too hard to handle? Do you have plans to bring her back to the baby house?" I wasn't expecting to hear referrence to that event, so it took me off guard. I simply said that my committment to Gracie is a life-long committment and if we encountered problems, we would work them out. That worked apparently because I got her seal of approval too. Then we drove for another 10-15 minutes and stopped at an unknown building. There I went in (I always went first. I guess I got elected to be the guinea pig) and sat down and the lady asked me if I had any history of virus'. Yep, I had chicken pox at age 8. Ok, I passed that one too.WHEW!

Then off to the next place which I found out was a hospital. The kind that doesn't keep patients but just diagnoses them. Their version of a clinic I guess. There I got to see a: Neurologist, Pulmonologist, Infectious disease doctor, Cardiologist, Radiologist and an Oncologist. I did get cautioned about my blood pressure. It was 140/90 and this did not make this doctor happy. She wanted to know what it usually runs Of course it's usually 120/70! Of course lol. But considering the gravity of this appointment combined with no sleep for the last several days, the pain I was in from being a human bobble head in the back seat of my driver's car and the fact that I really did need to eat something, I am just happy it wasn't 190/100 or something like that. WHEW, another test passed.

Several hours after we started, we were done and we have the Russian medical community's seal (all 9 of them) of approval. I also got to teach the Dr and the others involved how to convert inches into cm and LBS to Kg. I thought that should have gotten me at least a couple of brownie points, but it didn't. Then we went on to lunch. It was about a 15 minute drive. It was nice to put some food in my stomach. I was nice and sleepy by the time lunch time came and Genrik looked at me and said something about being tired. I just said "yes....Naptime!" He just laughed and said "Vera won't let you nap!!!" Then he just laughed.


Upon arriving at the baby house, I asked Karina to take video and pictures especially of the moment that Gracie saw me. I really wanted to record her reaction. I knew that she probably would not remember me since it had been so long, but I still wanted to have it on video. My hope were sky high as she ran towards me with her arms reached out. She was excited and between the giggles she was shouting "Mama". Then, she ran straight past me to Karina. I should have expected that. She has seen Karina several times since I was here last. Fortunately, it didn't take long for a good redirection and I am now Mama to my girl. She's grown since I saw her last and seems quite a bit taller. And can you see in the picture? She's lost a tooth. I asked why, and they just said "she is 5, it's time for that to start".

We had a great time playing outside. She is (true to Russian form) bundled in two coats and has her hood up. She's got pony tails sticking out all over her head and her bangs are in her eyes! I didn't get so see much else of her....lol

She loved playing in the sand which there was plenty of, had no problem picking up a stick or any toy or even a piece of trash to use to help her improvise as she played. Then, she spotted Genrik's car. After watching her, I don't think it will be a problem getting her to go for her ride to freedom. She loved it! In fact Genrik had to tell her "You want your mama to take you home?" to which she of course replied "DAAA" "Then get out of my car" LOL, she did it right then and there. :) My girl is pretty smart!


Well, it's time to take an early morning nap. It's 5:30 and I've been up since about 3. I'm starting to get a bit sleepy again. Thank you everyone for all of your prayers and well wishes. Sorry it took me a couple of days to post, but have just been so so tired. I'm catching up though.

Court is tomorrow. I am nervous and at peace all at the same time. I go first (before the MN couple) at 2 pm. Should be done by 3 because that is when they are scheduled. I am told there may be a possibilty the 10 days may be waived. Please pray for that!!